Friday, November 13, 2009

Request stop


Well, so, my dumps have been enshrined in showbiz history, playmates. I have become the official Guardian posterboy for artistic despair. Serves me right, and I can't stop giggling at the URL of the post in question, which is:

http://www.guardian.co.uk/stage/theatreblog/2009/nov/12/theatre-hopelessness-chris-goode

Well, quite. Thanks again to everyone who shouted encouragement. Of course I'm not going to give up. What else would I do? I am monumentally unfit for all other human practice and enterprise. A couple of well-wishers used the phrase "keep on truckin'", which reminded me that the results of my sixth form careers aptitude test indicated that, by some considerable margin, the job I was most suited for in life was road haulage manager. (So close.)

Anyway, despite the anxieties I aired in my last, I've spent quite a pleasant week writing and shaping The Forest and the Field and I'm interested now to see how it might go down. So, do come if you can.

Also, I took delivery this afternoon of a proof copy of The History of Airports, and I'm pretty pleased. For a POD job it's not too shabby at all. So now the presses can roll. I'm not quite sure what that entails, but in my imaginings it's very much like this:




At any rate I now feel all the more confident in urging you to pre-order the book (for the special price of £10 +p&p), which you can do through the Lean Upstream web site, and which you'll shortly be able to do from this site also. 

The book launch event, by the way, has moved again, this time to Sunday 29th, still at STK as per the side bar (over there >>>). This is to avoid a clash with the last ever Openned at the Foundry, which I imagine most right-thinking people (including myself) will feel they want to attend. The Foundry has been a great location over the years and Openned in particular have done fantastically important work there; it's absolutely nauseating to be losing it.

Mostly this post is just to fill y'all in on what lies ahead at Thompson's in weeks to come.

The next major post will be a transcript of my recent conversation with Tim Crouch and a smith, which they very generously made time for on The Author's last day at the Royal Court. I'm excited to listen back to it all, though I think it might be quite an undertaking to turn it into text, as I remember a lot of words quite tightly packed in to our hour together...

After that, Thompson's takes its customary winter wonderland lurch towards muso-obsessiveness. The 2009 Furtive 50 rundown of the year's most ear-pleasing albums will hopefully be going up a little bit ahead of Christmas this year, so as to help with those last minute gifts for strange people who are difficult to buy for and seem to like peculiar music. And also -- contain your excitement now, little ones -- I'm going to be doing an audio advent calendar: so there'll be a new consignment of jingle-bellery every day for you to listen to and enjoy or not as you see fit.

No doubt there'll also be one of those reflective end-of-year pipe-smoking posts, possibly in the gap between Christmas and New Year. I want to remember to say something about Bob.

But I think there's room in the schedule for one more post, and I thought it might be fun or interesting or something to take requests. I will undertake to generate a substantial post, sometime between now and December 31st, on any topic prescribed by any Thompson's reader. Suggestions may be lodged in the comments field here, or by email. I'll pick one more or less at random, with perhaps some moderate (but far from conclusive) weighting towards those who I know have been particularly close or committed readers. -- Normally my attempts to engage Friends Of Thompson in this kind of vaguely bogus-looking way fall coldwater flat: exempli gratia, the resoundingly 100% unentered Thompson's Christmas Quiz competition of 2007. But I hope this new wheeze at least places less grotesque impedimenta in the way of the, er, fun and interesting part than did that quiz debacle.

There's absolutely no constraint on what the topic is, it needn't be within a million miles of any of the subjects we normally discuss here. An independent adjudicator will oversee the selection and ensure, if not impartiality, then no more than a gentlemanly degree of bias.

So, please, let your mind wander freely, and propose your topic. Any time between now and the end of November will do.

Let me announce, also, finally, that Thompson's will be on sabbatical during January and February 2010. I have another project -- two, in fact -- into which I need to be pouring whatever writing energies I may by then be capable of generating. Given that the blog quite frequently lapses into month-long silences anyway, I don't suppose it will make much difference to anybody, but for the sake of transparency...

Maybe see you tomorrow at Lawrence's birthday corroboree, or next week at The Forest and the Field -- and if neither of these, then somewhere down the crazy river, right?


Sunday, November 08, 2009

I am Matt Kelley


First things first, and probably not then much more than this: remember the Artsadmin Weekender workshop that I said was sold out? Yeah, not so much. A couple of people have withdrawn so we're back to flogging the last few places. If you thought you'd missed the boat, it turns out still to be moored to the oh god what am I talking about.

End of the first week of LEAN UPSTREAM and a wholly predictable mix of tiredness, euphoria and despondency. Actually the euphoria isn't wholly predictable: it could all have gone moobs-up, after all, and it hasn't. The reverse, actually: it's overshot my expectations. Which is nice. Getting Hippo World out of storage turned out to be worthwhile, and my post-show conversation with the brilliant Matt Trueman was stimulating for me and I think for others; Yeah Boom! we got through without collateral damage, and the new reading The Net Work of Howard Betel seemed to work pretty well for a first outing -- wish I'd remembered to record it as I can't quite tell whether it's something to pursue or not. Friday's mixed bill was a blast, with extraordinary sets from all four guest performers, and what seemed to be a sincerely warm and advancing response to Jonny Liron's performance of my score O Vienna. And last night, a steep and scary but eventually (for me, at least) exhilarating reading of some tricky pieces including Ursonate and -- at last! -- a pretty satisfactory go at Beckett's unsteadying 'Ping'. (I'll try to get some scraps of audio up some time this week.) Good, attentive, supportive audiences; some genuinely toothsome conversations. And a sense overall of a largeish hill well-enough climbed.

From which summit the view of course is pretty bleak. (I say 'of course' because longstanding Thompson's readers will know that this is the pattern.) I'm tired and it's a grey day and I just don't know that all of this adds up to a viable way of living in the world. I mean, one sees glimpses. But the flipside of the pleasures of inhabiting these upstream zones where the water is less polluted and the air seems more breathable is that there's a kind of a general sense of meagreness, which has its own practical ramifications. Mostly it's that, for the first time since I went freelance at the end of 2004, I just don't know if I can afford to live like this beyond early spring next year. LEAN UPSTREAM is a foolish enterprise in a way, in that it's costing me quite a bit financially to do this work and unless things pick up pretty soon (which in this climate seems a long-shot) I'm just plain-and-simple going to run out of money. I've been close to this point several times but have always had a sense that I'd get by; this time, I don't have that sense, partly because I no longer have any savings to fall back on.

And this then colours my view of the bigger picture -- of what, if anything, this work all adds up to, and whether it can possibly be worth it. I had a little epiphany at Liverpool St station last night after the post-show drinks, where I spent some time talking with a brilliant student I've met a few times. She was talking about Castellucci, and in particular the Dante trilogy at the Barbican not long ago, and it turned out that our differing responses to that work were in part shaped by our differing expectations of the social or political instrumentality of theatre more generally. I realised afterwards that those of us for whom the possibility of using theatre as a broadly anticapitalist locus are (as leftists always are) split down the middle, between those for whom everything -- including theatre -- is basically hopeless, but who suppose theatre is a good place to describe that hopelessness; and those, like me, for whom that hopelessness has not yet been conclusively and terminally proved. As I've said here many times, my work is premised on the fact (and I think it is a fact, and a trustworthy one) that not all the results are in yet.

For the most part, I find I have the stomach for this, knowing that it's hardly different to any one of a number of decent -- and not futile, and not wholly negligible -- quests towards this distant socialist utopia or that just-about-imaginable social turn towards anarchosyndicalism. But it necessarily implies a long view, a sense of the 'long now', in Stewart Brand's useful phrase. And that long narrative, that long trail of birdseed we're pecking at, is really horribly incompatible with this kind of hand-to-mouth rhythm in which I'm living, in which trying to think about the longterm -- something I've been doing rather more having had this year, for the first time, the experience of health problems -- is a humbling and demoralising experience. There are, of course, lots of us in the same boat, but in the middle of the night it's really individually lonely and it makes everything else, everything more immediately personal, seem hard to trust.

I'm whingeing about this now only because my task for the next seven days is to write and stage The Forest and the Field, which is showing for the first time at CPT a week tomorrow. I haven't started work on it yet -- this is an unplanned consequence of how much preparatory work everything else in the season has taken, not least my wretched book -- and I'm going to have to move fast and not look down. Normally that would be fine, but it's a performance lecture in which (according to the trailer) I'll be "trac[ing] a seductively radical through-line which joins theatre’s past to the promise of its future": and right now, on this slowly-brightening Sunday afternoon, I feel as though I hardly have a sense of what that through-line might be, or why it might matter, or whether the hard week ahead is actually in the end going to amount to anything more than a polite guff in a hypersonic wind tunnel. What's worse, this is all exactly as it should be.

Well, so, I'd better not talk myself any nearer the edge of this ledge. Maybe I can work myself out of it. Maybe The Forest and the Field can somehow contain these scenes of mild peril and still come out the other side. I probably won't get back here until it's on -- so: details are in the side panel -- come and see it, please! -- what a fantastic advert for it this post has been.

Roughly this time last week I was at the Lyric Hammersmith for this year's TMA Awards, in which King Pelican was nominated for best new play. There was never any chance of winning (up against Enron) so it was really just an opportunity to put on a nice pair of shoes and watch dumbfounded as extracts from an array of horrid musicals clunked on and off and a seriously addled Nichola McAuliffe engaged the award-winners in conversation so stilted it sounded as though it had been run back and forth several times through an online English/Hungarian translation engine. The whole event was like a nightmarish version of The NeverEnding Story in which one had somehow been sucked into an edition of The Stage and it was coming to life all around you. Some very good work was recognised -- an award for outstanding achievement to Nicholas Kent, for example -- but it was hard to feel altogether pleased at those moments, taking place as they were in front of a backdrop of dancing fountains of shit. When I tell new acquaintances that I work in theatre, this is the world that most people imagine I inhabit, and I suppose, given that I was there and I'd have quite like to have won the award, I basically do. Where is this on the radical through-line, I wonder? And yet bawling the Ursonate at 35 people is doing what instead, exactly?

Yeah, no, I should stop. I just, not for the first time, find I am thinking of Matt Kelley, the guy in the bar in the second episode of season four of The West Wing, talking to Toby and Josh about his financial struggles and his desire to do well for his family: "It should be hard," he says. "I like that it's hard. [...] But it should be a little easier. Just a little easier. 'Cause in that difference is... everything."

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A little Monday morning p.s. as I'm a bit overwhelmed, emotionally but also administratively, by emails from inordinately kind folks cheering me on. So, please be assured that a good night's sleep has made a considerable difference, and I've made a start on the new piece this morning, and I'm fine. I actually really really like what I do and how I live, and I'm certainly not thinking of walking away from it just because not many people are engaged with the work. That isn't anyway true -- plenty of people see some of it, and I'm not remotely uncomfortable with the fact that only a very few people see some other bits. On the other hand, at whatever point I can no longer afford to pay my (very low) rent, the choice is made for me: no Rumplestiltskin I -- it's back to the call-centre (and the concomitant weary commute to and from Hyderabad).

It's happened before and will no doubt happen again that I've posted here through a fog of tiredness and self-doubt, and the next day when the clouds have rolled by and I've managed to sleep a bit, I feel a bit of a twit. But I resist the impulse to delete -- because it seems to me, if this kind of online journal is to be of any use, it has to be a place where one can lodge an unvarnished blah from time to time. It is, sometimes, really hard, and it seems to me more important to say so (sometimes) than to pretend it isn't so.

But, please, no worries, and thank you again to everyone who's backchannelled their love and support. I appreciate it more than I can say. ...Well, who doesn't appreciate a little backchannelled love from time to time? xx

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

How tall is Imhotep?


video
from Robert Popper & Peter Serafinowicz's Look Around You (series 1, ep. 1: Maths)


How big is an artwork?

My parents, who honeymooned in Paris, often recounted their shared twinge of disappointment -- as, I think, many people experience -- at the small size of the Mona Lisa; I think hearing them talk about this impression, when I was quite a little kid, was probably the first time I thought about art as relationship, rather than simply as picture-object. I wouldn't have been able to say it in so many words at the time, but I think I intuited even then that their disappointment was not an art-critical judgement as such -- it wasn't that they felt that the painting was somehow unsuccessful because of its small dimensions. Rather, it was that their visit had been unsuccessful because the scale of the piece fell short of the size they'd set out for it in their imaginations: reflecting a further mismatch perhaps between the painting itself and its magnitude in the collective imaginary of Western culture, as idea or icon.

So the size of a painting or sculpture is, we might say, partly subjective and partly conditional, as well as being partly objective and empirical. For a start, we most often encounter works of visual art in reproduction, when the actual size may scarcely even inform our assessment of its qualities, and we may very well be quite wrong in the assumptions that we make about the size of the object in the image if we establish relations only with the image, without recourse to the small-print or the index where the true dimensions are recorded. (We may additionally -- as I do -- find it hard to visualize the size of something when given its measurements.) Even in the gallery, meeting the thing itself, our sense of the size of a piece may depend on how and where it's hung or installed, in what size (and colour) of room, among what other objects; a really complex and intangible set of readings and orientations may also have a strong influence on where we place ourselves in relation to the piece in order to imagine that we are seeing it as we are supposed to. Or we get close and stand back, by turns, scrutinising the detail, then seeing the whole frame. These decisions are further inflected by our sense of the cultural 'size' of the work: that this is an 'important' piece, or not; 'familiar', or not (from reproduction, or reputation, or not)... There may be biographical influences; the content, the matter, the 'subject', if there is such, might come into play, especially if we're looking at a human figure. In all sorts of ways, it seems, the size of an artwork -- as we apprehend it -- is partly constituted by the ratio of its actual size to the (probably no more than subconsciously calculated) size it occupies in our more-or-less prepared imaginations. It is the size it is, period; but it's also the size it is in relation to the size we think it could be.

I've been thinking about this a lot in relation to the Ryan McGinley exhibition, Moonmilk (now closed), which I wrote about here a while back -- having been surprised at the time how small some of the images were, in relation (I suppose) to assumptions I'd made in advance about how one might expect pictures of naked bodies situated in (and 'against') gigantic cave systems to be scaled. The layout of the show was anyway playing quite wittily with this -- for example, the first photograph you saw was one of the biggest in the exhibition, if not the biggest; and yet it was placed in a sort of entrance corridor, squashing you pretty much right up against it so that it was uncomfortably and almost illegibly vast -- an almost comical overstatement which the rest of the show was happy to puncture. ("Nah, just kidding.")

More precisely, Moonmilk seemed to be prompting questions about the sublime: an idea that remains useful precisely because it seems to be able to accommodate the topical conditions of the cultural situation to which it can be related. In particular, it's helpful to consider how our experience of the sublime -- which is still characterised by the twin sensations of pleasure and fearfulness that Kant identifies -- has tended to shift, quite categorically, from the real to the virtual sphere. We no longer access, except perhaps wilfully as part of some project of perceptual capitulation or transcendent inattention, the sublimity of, say, a forest, whose trees tower over us and whose secluding territory engulfs us; we can still pretend the boundlessness of the forest, but in reality we know now how vulnerable to human activity the forest is. If we are overwhelmed by the forest, how much more are we overwhelmed, how much more disoriented, by knowing, for example, that an area of however-many football pitches of the Amazon Rainforest are cut down each day. There may be some smeariness to our ability to conceptualise this -- I can look up the figures on deforestation but I need someone else to convert the km2 into football pitches and even then I can't clearly picture an area of ground of that size; but I suspect that imaginative shortfall produces the sense of a forest that is being cleared even faster than is the case -- like, however-many football pitches seems an inconceivably enormous area (because I can't clearly picture it) and I can't therefore quite understand how it is that there'll still be any rainforest left by, say, next Thursday. Basically, the natural sublime is now vanquished by the tendencies of global capitalism, which, crucially and decisively, learned to absorb and harness this inability to imagine what is not immediately in front of us, or to attend faithfully to what is. Whatever we think of as 'untouched' or 'unspoiled', we immediately revalue in (at best) a flaccid spoof of commodity terms. We are closing down; everything must go.

But if capital ate the sublime, it swallowed us whole too, and now, like Jonah wandering around in the belly of the whale and praying to be regurgitated, we can gaze in awe at the organs and vessels of capitalism itself, its nerves, its circulatory system. This is the virtual sublime, where what holds us quiveringly at the limits of our capacity to rationalise and apprehend, what synthesizes the sense-memories of pleasure and fear, is the practically incomprehensible sophistication of the quasi-physiology of the innards of capitalism in its late postmodernist phase. For example: any former sense (held at least somewhat in common) of the vastness of the world, derived from some boggling apprehension of the time it might take to travel across it or transmit communications from any point to its antipodes, is now supplanted -- almost obliterated but not quite -- by a dread-shadowed marvelling at the speed of air travel or the practical instantaneity of email. 

In the same vein: my play from last year, Infinite Lives, depends on this kind of turn, creating for the sake of its own argument a sort of parasol of virtual sublimity out of the exponential increase in storage capacity in personal computers over the past 25 years. The central character realizes that he could store the old ZX Spectrum game Jet Set Willy over two million times on the 80GB hard drive of his laptop; where the original game seemed, in its day, vast, being structured around a task involving visiting each of the sixty rooms in a mansion, the upscaled 80-gig version could contain instead a house of almost 126,000,000 rooms: "a deserted mansion the size of a city", as he says. (And of course this city-mansion grows ever outwards as the limits of the rainforest recede: though even then, we struggle to bring to mind the actual connection.)

That mansion-city seems to me the image of our sublime now: dizzying amounts of information, almost all of it invisible or intangible to us, travelling at speeds we can barely detect, in volumes we struggle to describe. Where forests and mountains once towered beautifully and terribly over us, this new sublime hardly even meets the naked eye. Not only do we live inside it, but we barely perceive its operations, except in negative, in the odd moments where its surafce is damaged -- when the broadband goes down, the mobile cuts out, or -- whisper who dares -- the cash machine stops dispensing.

Unless, however, one creates on purpose such a topical wound in the tissue of the virtual sublime (by refusing altogether to participate in the transactional networks of the capitalist 'grid' -- and as Keston Sutherland says, with exemplary forked tongue, "try doing it now"), these fissures do no more than open up a temporary, and often disproportionately upsetting, hiatus in the state in which we live out the promise of the system. That state, as it pertains to the sublime as we presently relate to it, is essentially one of connectivity. The sense of being connected to others -- others whom we often know only and entirely by dint of our massively extended ability to connect -- has itself become an adjunct to, perhaps even a species of, the sublime: we experience it as pleasureful, though perhaps also slightly frightening. Certainly, anyone who suffers, as I have, from bipolar disorder and its various (and variously alarming) epiphenomena, will instinctively know how terrifying can be the sense of what you might call excess connectivity -- whether that's the hurtling patterns of surplus connection that characterise hypomania, or the awful tangling nets of uncontainable connection in depressive phases, or the mutant connections that produce the genuinely frightening experience of paranoid delusions -- and what else does this social and cultural phase feel like, if not a frequently overwhelming sense of overconnectedness? By 'overconnectedness' I mean not only an array of connections more numerous and prolific and vortical than can be discriminatingly experienced, but also, not uncommonly, a sense of connectedness that refers only to itself (as if connectedness were a moral value or ethical index) without, as social and cultural connection previously would, generating further, more determinative, meaning.

What's perhaps more troubling even than the vacuity (in many instances) of this -- shall we say -- 'connective sublime', is that it seems to occlude or overwrite a much more pertinent matrix of interdependence and often unwitting access. The same pathways that crosshatch our cultural and social scene also carry aggressive economic, political and military information: not just in the specific sense of the information superhighway (...does anybody still say that?...) being used for such purposes (the internet, of course, having been developed originally as a military technology), but more generally in the sense that, notwithstanding the proximity of our connection (or the degree-count of our separation), global capitalism links us to those in places remote to us, whose lives we may not see and may not be able to imagine (indeed, may not be able to imagine even if we see them). It is not by virtue of Skype or Facebook that we are connected to these distant people and places (some of them, of course, 'distant' not, or not only, through geography, but through socioeconomic factors, or cultural faultlines): these applications and 'social networks' are not much more than the idiot boards that script some superficial facets of our interaction. We were already connected, we were already linked; but how about: for 'connected', read 'implicated', and for 'linked', read 'complicit'...? There is something deeply worrying about the ways in which the connective sublime functions as, essentially, a circular campaign of distraction and disinformation which promotes a kind of popular transcendence of the terms on the ground of our economic and imperial connectedness to lives that remain invisible and incomprehensible to us not because they are sublime, but because it is becoming impossible, on these terms, to pay attention to what in fact they are.

To steer this back towards our entry-point, then, our relationship with the question of what we might call the negotiated scale of an artwork (that is to say, the way in which we perceive its 'size' in relation to that complex of subjective variables I previously described) is freighted both by our overconnectedness in the virtual realms of information and communications technologies and late capitalist hypermobility, and by our inattention to the actual social and global economic frameworks that secure our cultural situation as art-users. In the last decade or so, a fundamental switch has taken place in respect of this question. For the first time in history, when we -- I mean we hereabouts, and about now -- encounter a work of art, it is the spectator, and not the artwork, who inhabits the realm of the sublime. Perhaps this is one of the reasons that it is this decade that has produced the most concerted shift towards what we now term 'relational aesthetics': part of the action of which is to refer us back to some of the contracts and structures of the nonvirtual (albeit overlaid with a heavily performative matrix). But any sense of dissidence is quickly dispelled by a further appeal to the permissiveness of connectivity as virtue rather than strategy, and by the (mis)identification of contingency as a kind of generator of deferral rather than a feature of contextual specificity -- that is, as a liminal rather than post-liminal term.

All of this is by way of a preamble to an account of some stuff I've enjoyed recently, in thinking through which I've repeatedly revisited this question of how we experience the size of an art work -- or, in most of these cases, an event -- and what the ramifications of that might be for a radical social/political conception of the theatrical encounter.


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A friend of mine insists -- in line, I guess, with the basic thrust of relational aesthetics -- that intelligence is a property not of individuals but of the interactions between them. I don't know that I totally swallow that -- I think at the very least I spit a bit out -- but it's true that sometimes if you sit with many others watching even a very small event (in human-scale terms) that is manifestly intelligent in itself and consistently activates the intelligence of its spectators too, you can have the sense that together you're building what feels like an invisible cathedral, with high vaults and I'm-too-sexy flying buttresses, all limned in the spun-sugar aura of collective thoughtfulness. I've sensed it happening at Complicite's Mnemonic for example, and at readings by Peter Manson: but I wasn't expecting it at Werner Herzog: Conquest of the Useless, a public conversation between Herzog and Paul Holdengräber at the Royal Festival Hall curated by Intelligence2. (Incidentally, why is it that thinking or talking informally about intelligence generally feels exciting and productive, while organizations that exist to promote the exercise of intelligence always seem creepy and sort of gross? I mean what could be stupider than MENSA?)

Not having read any advance details, I thought I was going to a bog-standard "audience with..." -- an interview, some film clips, and twenty minutes of toe-curling 'questions from the floor' at the end to punish us all for coming; I was going only for the pleasure of being in a room (albeit an enormously big one) with Herzog: the kind of tick-list item that carries with it the shade of mortality -- "I have to be sure to do this before he dies" -- though obviously this doesn't apply in the case of Herzog, who will outlive us all, inherit the earth and make films with the cockroaches. I like and admire the few Herzog films I've seen, though not giddily; I like his barely matrixed performances in julien donkey-boy and Mister Lonely; I like very much what I've read of his legendary Of Walking In Ice: but really I thought I was going along to bask in his rigorous quirkiness, to sit with the same loveably terrifying Herzog who, having been shot on-camera by an air rifle, will calmly state that the projectile that has penetrated his side is "not a significant bullet".

What unfolded, though, instead of this industry-standard public appearance in front of a crowd of awestruck fans, was a remarkably searching and various conversation, apparently mapped out with quite meticulous forethought, and touching on a number of ideas whose only common denominator, as far as I could see, was their hold on Herzog's imagination. He spoke about the prehistoric transportation and erection of menhirs (a longheld fascination, local to the movement of the ship in his masterpiece Fitzcarraldo); about the Poetic Edda; about the importance of long-distance walking and of knowing how to milk a cow; about the representation in algebra of unrealizable curves; about the genius of Fred Astaire and Wayne Rooney and his fascinated affection for Anna-Nicole Smith. The impression was of a restlessly curious and penetrating intellect (though I'm not sure he actually understood the algebra stuff any more than I did -- I suspect, like me, he was basically fascinated by the aesthetics, the surface properties of complex equations), but it was also of the presentation of such intellectual commitment as a crucial and distinguished moral virtue in its own right. (It would be good to be able to season that statement in particular by posting here the sequence that was shown towards the end of the evening from Herzog's new movie, The Bad Lieutenant: Port of Call New Orleans, in which Nicholas Cage and Val Kilmer are ecstatically upstaged by an assortment of iguanas, photographed in extreme close-up by Herzog himself: it's one of the funniest things I've ever seen.)

What strikes me though about the variousness of Herzog's concerns is how I spatialize them: how the taxonomy of scholarly disciplines (even as far back as primary school) creates an essentially false distance between them, which we see for example in the phrase "wide-ranging" to describe the interests of a polymath; what is that width, exactly? It can of course sometimes be perceived as an airiness, as we hear implied perhaps in the description of the "intellectual butterfly", or even as a vacuousness: that in imagining the constellation of a person's engagements we should be careful not to ignore the wide open spaces between the points of light. And yet -- and this is how I came away from the Herzog event -- constellations exert perhaps their most compelling claim on our imaginations when the lines are filled in for us, when we see the connections drawn out. Then, the empty space (in what is anyway, as I suggest, a questionable spatial mapping anyway) is occupied, and we experience in its vastness also an irresistible coherence. 

Writing a poem some years ago in tribute to the improv pianist Chris Burn I described him as an "author of air shapes", and this is an idea that re-presents itself to me again and again in the work I most admire -- and not always in the context of thinking about bigness or about relative scale: that it is in the careful shaping, the holding open, of the spaces around transmitted information, the resonating chambers that allow it to become more fully reverberant (and more vulnerable to turbulence and noise), that artists can most effectively host and nurture our attention. I mentioned it only recently to Tim Crouch (it's something that I think he does brilliantly and incredibly consequentially in The Author); I was thinking about it also in relation to a characteristically lovely David Gatten short at the LFF. This is something different to the substantive deployment of silence (which anyway deserves scare quotes) in, say, Morton Feldman, or the white space around a Thomas A. Clark poem. It is not about the millions of miles of space between two stars in a constellation but about the pressure, gentle or violent or both, of the perception of the line that the mythopoet draws between them. The (wholly factitious) "breadth" of Werner Herzog's intellectual engagement is heavily implying a story -- a myth, perhaps; perhaps not -- of its own. And in so far as I perceive myself, attending, as a node within that constellation, the story of the "big thinker" is partly -- perhaps negligibly, but not insignificantly -- about me. This only needs a little dab of Bataille's erotics behind each ear to amount to a pretty decent explanation of why smart people are sexy. And it only takes a flicker of Ken Campbell's favourite line from Charles Fort -- that a full stop is a hyphen that's coming straight towards you -- to make the urgency of that compound seduction/education perfectly clear.


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The size of Phill Niblock's work is -- or, rather, feels like -- another matter entirely. Iain Sinclair once memorably described the task of assessing the respective practices of poets J. H. Prynne and Philip Larkin as being like essaying a comparison between electricity and nougat. In a spirit of progressive synthesis, Niblock seems to present us with a kind of electric nougat, hewn into massive tremulating blocks that even Herzog might blanch at shifting, and that you chew on at your own risk. If Niblock, like Burn, is an air-sculptor, he is, contrarily, of the Rachel Whiteread persuasion, seeming to turn the space around our ears inside-out, transforming it into a giant block that pins us to our audienceship; the work is notoriously high-volume in more senses than one. The constant microtonal shifts within the internal drones of the implied form are crucial in disclosing the detail of the acoustic environment that the composer both occupies and creates: it is somewhat as if the air is colourised with the same care that a scientist will stain a microscope slide, and for the same reasons.

The bigness of Niblock's compositions is frequently described by critics and commentators as 'monumental', and one can see (/hear) what they mean, though the appellation provokes a question. If 'monument' usually connotes some memorial function, what, then, might Niblock wish to invite us to remember, in encountering his extraordinarily dense sound blocks? If he has such a function in mind, it would surely be to return us to ourselves, our presence in the present. If Niblock attaches a specific (if secondary) political purpose to his work -- which I'll come on to shortly -- he also strongly implies a broader political or ethical substance that seems to abut many of my own concerns in making theatre. His stuff -- and no composer of the supposedly impalpable phenomenon we call 'music' has a stronger claim to be actually a manufacturer of stuff, which can most certainly be physically felt pressing on the body -- is as restlessly active as a swarm of bees, though its movement is generally interior, somewhere inside the multilaminate stack, and not often attributable to a distinguishable instrument within the ensemble, but rather a property somehow of the whole. Nonetheless the ear strains to discern the contours of individual lines, this effort of discrimination appearing almost as a task of viewing. (This tellingly resembles that funny quotidian effect whereby I find myself putting on my glasses in order to hear better what someone is saying to me, though I don't consciously experience this as a move to facilitate lipreading.) There is a familiar, and exemplary, double indicator here: the work requires, invites, seduces me into attentiveness; it obviously wants my sensory focus very acutely trained on the material of the work, unbetrayed by interpretation or any kind of metaphoric normatization and occurring explicitly in the moment. (The duration of the compositions is not insignificant -- Niblock seems to accept and actually to lean pretty hard on Feldman's remarks to the effect that eventually we stop perceiving form and instead are aware only of scale -- but that durational axis is hardly at all to do with a sense of development in time, say, or agument, and much more to do with a compounding of the sense of weight, of monument or edifice. And so, while you remain aware of time in relation to his works, you don't experience them temporally, you don't find yourself recalling where you were ten minutes ago or wondering where you'll be ten minutes from now: because you are always here, in the moment of your apprehension, and then, after a while, abruptly, you are not in that situation any more.) This careful investigative relationship with the material of the work produces pleasurable and interesting sensations that need not, and in fact cannot, be excursively translated into other discourses or post hoc rationalizations -- because there is, in any meaningful sense, no post hoc at all; and so the experience simply folds back to endorse and re-inscribe the recognition of attention as, essentially, a pure good in itself -- an attitude with which I have much sympathy and in which I see much expressly political benefit.

It doesn't end there, though, and Niblock is hip to this too. Very often the live experience of drone-based work is one in which you can contentedly, carelessly "lose yourself"; it's obvious that Niblock wishes instead for us to "find ourselves", not in a generalised, nebulous self-help sense, but as part of a political-phenomenological project in which our self-location, the authoritative scrutiny of our particular geographic, historical, cultural and econmic circumstances, is an essential task of confrontation which should inform and impel our engagement with the "bigger picture" and shape both the momentary incidence and the chronic condition of our response. Even so, as Scotus and his devotees (Gerard Manley Hopkins above all) knew, a scrupulously intense concentration on the particularities of an instance of stuff in time and space can as readily produce a spiritually-inflected response as a frankly materialist one. Like seeing faces in the repetitious patterns of botanical wallpaper, we are apt to generate the most speciously transcendent impulses and numinous impressions out of an extended fixation on even the least promising shreds and patches, and quickly a fraying hem or yelping car alarm or the most unprepossessing smear of Dairylea can come to seem like irrefutable evidence for intelligent design.

Niblock's tactic for keeping our feet on the ground and our minds on the matter in hand, at least in the live context (or, to be more careful still, at least at his Cafe Oto gig of October 11th, which prompted these thoughts), is to show films which hold us in relation to people and places and natural goings-on, without the dissipating trends of narrative or the lyrical permissiveness of bricolage to let us off the hook of our own distinct accountability. In the first half of the concert, Niblock plays compositions created out of field recordings (being Niblock these are more likely to be juddering locomotives and thundering cascades of water than the distant bleat of a marmoset or the lugubrious undulations of some blanket weed) while Katherine Liberovskaya projects more-or-less abstract moving images from similar sources. The audio-visual marriage seems most productive when at its most disjunctive -- hearing rushing water against an image of almost anything other than rushing water is particularly bracing. The second half is both more successful and more questionable, with Niblock's two compositions Three Orchids and Pan Fried 27.5 accompanied by his own "Movement of People Working" videos, showing workers across a refreshingly wide geographical and cultural range. The footage is from the 70s and early 80s, and the faint tinge of nostalgia encapsulated in the aesthetic qualities of the Kodachrome film seems to bleed out into a hankering for the less alienated working patterns of that period in those places, in a way that seems slightly unhelpfully affective but which thankfully evades all the far more sentimental modernist (and postmodern) cliches of the framing of labour on film.

The danger, not always averted here, is that the music starts to seem like the supporting, rather than the supported, element: that we are hearing live soundtracks to the films, rather than watching images that offer another perspective on or entry point into the music. But I suspect that what's important to Niblock is not that either music or sound should have primary access to our attentions, but that we should feel the gap between the two. This is where the real scale of his work becomes apparent. The massive block of sound comes to stand in for everything that is here and now; the films become an aperture, a window in the negative-space house that contains us, through which we view the other: and our dilated attentions are brought to bear on their here and now, in such a way as to make us not simply look, but actually see them, these people and animals, working. Of course part of what Niblock does here, brilliantly, is to outsource the rhythmic function of the music, with the repetitive actions of the labourers kind of standing in for the beats that the music "lacks" (except in the acoustic sense of the beats produced by the cross-interference of microtonally separate sustained pitches). To an extent, then, this is a deconstructive gesture which applies itself to the fundamentals of music far more radically than might be appreciated in the initial encounter with what looks like a kind of right-on screensaver. In the end, the music is not "about" or "for" these labourers, but continuous with their activity and existence: and it is the monumental scale of the soundworld (and all that it insistently implies), and the additional dimension of the audio/visual gap, that allows this to be so.

This being said, I found myself slightly annoyed at the treatment of the (excellent) live musicians in the room, who were situated in near-darkness while the videos played. This is not a complaint about a slight to their prestige or their performative 'signalling' function. It seems weird to me though that Niblock should so wish to downplay, even to suppress, their own status as labourers. Musicians are at work as much as any of the figures we watch in Niblock's film, and I regretted that my visual sense of their work was so thwarted. In particular, I couldn't quite tell what pianist Tim Parkinson was doing in Pan Fried 27.5, his contribution being both hard to distinguish amid Niblock's enormous pre-prepared tape sounds and difficult to read visually in the darkness of the room. (I think he was sounding the strings by drawing what I guess must have been loops of thread or thin wire against them. What I could discern looked great, but the effect of the darkness is to increase, not subdue, my interest in whatever Niblock may perhaps distrust as spectacular in Parkinson's activity.)

On the whole though this was hugely stimulating and instructive stuff, politically pertinent, artistically reverberant, and achieving its ends through an immensely sensitive manipulation of the perception of size and relative scale (and of immensity itself, I suppose). I haven't visited it yet but it all felt a bit like Miroslaw Balka's new installation How It Is for the Turbine Hall at Tate Modern. You walk up a ramp into a vast and entirely dark space, in which you can (supposedly) really lose yourself and your sense of orientation; and yet, according to press reports, the effect is compromised -- rather productively, it sounds like to me -- by the pitch-black space also being occupied by teenagers who can't resist getting their mobile phones out and photographing each other. And so you keep being brought back into yourself, and the terms and conditions of 'how it actually is', right here, right now, by flashes of human figures, laughing in the midst of all the doomy darkness and asserting the topicality of their presence. I'm sure it's pretty annoying when you go, but on paper, it sounds fine, and moreover, it sounds like a Niblockian response to the challenges posed by the (actually pretty stupid) vastness of the Turbine Hall. (Those teenagers with their camera-phones may be insensitive but it's not their fault that the inherent stupidness of their immediate surroundings has to be localized somewhere. Power to the people, innit.)


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I want to finish up by writing a little bit -- less, I suspect, than is warranted -- by Take Care of Yourself, the centrepiece installation in Sophie Calle's show Talking to Strangers, currently at the Whitechapel Gallery. For those who've missed the ubiquitous and almost uniformly ecstatic reviews of this piece, here's the one-line summary: receiving a slightly jarringly-written email from a lover, informing her that their relationship is over, Calle sends the letter to over a hundred different women and asks them to bring their professional expertise to bear on a response to or analysis of this richly odd, yet ultimately rather mundane, text; the installation comprises these responses, in their various forms: photographs, videos, songs, performances, scores, and, of course, many other texts.

My first close encounter on entering the space is with a familiar face: the actress Miranda Richardson sits on a sofa (on a video screen), her doleful cat by her side, and gives a devastatingly scornful reading of the letter -- in English translation -- in which she comically, cuttingly, manages to appear both incredulous and weary at the squirming self-regard of Calle's ex. I am amused but a bit uneasy (which I am more than prepared to assume is Calle's intention for the male visitor) -- I fear I'm about to be subjected to a cleverly choreographed presentation of a less-than-discriminating singalong sisterhood: a totally legitimate setting-out of a territory that, sadly for me, does not really want or need my presence, except as a guilty-by-association butt of a joke that is both about me and not about me but always in any moment the opposite of what I'll admit. (Q: You think this isn't about you? A: OK, sure, it's about me. Q: What, are you really so vain? etc.) But I think of myself as a feminist, as someone whose politics and queerness are fundamentally intricated with a revolted critique of patriarchy and the many disguises of male tyranny, and so I don't want to take the cool exculpating step back of trying to re-frame this piece for myself as a universal utterance about love relationships. I want this to be the insistently gendered space that it is, and I want my own akwardness as part of that. I want to not know quite how to "be myself" in here. I find I don't know quite where to stand. (In which respect I guess it's quite like having walked into the women's toilets by mistake. Except this isn't a mistake: I've chosen to be here, and along with the acceptance of awkwardness I want to find out how to actually want this feeling.)

All of this anxiety attends my first two or three minutes in the space and I am forgetting, or perhaps I don't quite realise yet, that this is a piece of performance. Theatre? Performance? It's both, I eventually decide. Not merely in the sense that it contains performers at work: Richardson is not the only actress to give manifestly disgusted short shrift to the letter (though she -- unlike Jeanne Moreau, who also appears, for example -- finishes with a sweetly sarcastic little paper-tearing act, which both lightens and heightens the sense of disdain), and there are dancers and singers and a clown and almost inevitably there's Laurie Anderson... but the performance is elsewhere, too. There are multiple translations of the ravaged source text -- into Latin, into a fairytale novella, into a piece of graphic design, (brilliantly) into a game of chess; a lexicometrist stages its intertextuality by highlighting phrases from the letter that appear in other literary works; it is analysed by a psychiatrist, a counsellor, a diplomat, a schoolgirl. It is finally these multiple performances that the text itself is forced into that create a sense of (serious, but not sententious) play, even a radiance, suffused at moments with an emphatically contraphallocentric jouissance.

The text, then, gives rise to multiple nodes (and modes) of performance, but it is the space that they occupy in the gallery that feels theatrical. This space includes the spectators of the piece -- we feel more like witnesses, at times; sometimes in a specifically forensic sense -- and it includes the gallery workers too, and all this is made possible by the extroverted sense of generosity, the alchemical treatment of intimacy (as both invoked and irreparably damaged in the original email) such that it divulges its own civic constituency and spaciousness. But the space also includes time. This is an installation that requires time, which is to say that it takes time. There is no unfolding narrative -- because of course you can enter this room at different points and travel around it along different routes -- but there is a sense of cumulation, and of an impression or set of impressions of Calle and her ex-lover that become refined as that particularly theatrical time is taken, refined so as to become both clearer and more complicated, achieving constantly higher resolution, higher fidelity. And yet the source text (which includes Calle's initiation of the project) seems also gradually to recede, curiously. Perhaps it has to. This is not a piece about textuality, in the end, though it reveals much, both substantively and speculatively, about writing and reading and the constitution of language and the practice of translation and criticism. It is a piece about community, about the intertextuality of our own experience of love relationships and sexual (in)fidelity, about what we do with hurt and hope. It is a gendered space but not in the fiercely territorialised sense that I had initially anticipated: it holds gender up as a fascinating puzzle, turning it in the light; we are all equally included, we are all equally adrift.

I can think of only one comparable installation -- Bruce Nauman's World Peace (Projected) -- that has had the same emotional impact on me, and what Calle produces here has a far longer half-life. Nauman's piece never resolves, it just turns like a mobile, cannily employing a structure which continually returns you to its start: but the experience of it stays, therefore, trapped in the confines of the gallery. In a way, Calle's piece resolves but doesn't end. Which is to say that the experience of it is edgeless, in a way that seems to me to pertain to the best theatre. Its scale, or rather our experience of its scale, is constantly shifting. Take Care of Yourself is large -- it takes up a big room in a complex way, and it takes time too; it is edgeless, and can therefore seem limitlessly extended; but it is also no bigger than the vulnerable figures at the heart of its human drama, and can come to seem as vanishingly small as an earwig, a niggle in the mind. One feels the rush of the sublime (probably after it, not inside it): but the rush comes not from the sense of being dwarfed by the vastly bigger-than-human, but from apprehending, even in a glimpse, how vastly big is the human herself. Like all the best theatre, Take Care of Yourself is life-size: which is to say that it both draws and perpetually redraws its perimeter just beyond the blue horizon, and that it stands side by side with us, joyously reaffirming that there is power in a union.


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I quite want to stop there, but I'm just going to mention one more cultural irruption that I think I won't otherwise have the opportunity to write about here; it means ending on a downer, but perhaps we can think of it as a cold shower and an injunction to work harder.

Regular Thompson's visitors will know that I have long been an avid fan of Harmony Korine, as filmmaker, as writer, as visual artist and even as noisenik (on the thoroughly commendable SSAB Songs with Brian DeGraw). Only a couple of weeks ago I picked up Drag City's extremely lovely recent edition of his Collected Fanzines -- mostly because it contains (in Adulthood, from 1995) an uncensored rendering of the piece 'Rumors' from A Crack-Up at the Race Riots, a piece I've written about in a more-or-less scholarly context. The eight fanzines in the volume are, as they certainly should be, patchy affairs, but there's more invention and visual and conceptual elan per square inch than in pretty much any other book I've picked up this year.

So, look, I attended the London Film Festival premiere of Korine's new film Trash Humpers strongly disposed to like it and very much expecting at least to find it interesting. At the risk of sounding like a humourless schoolmaster, it gives me absolutely no pleasure, not even a little buzz of jumped-up contrariness, to have to report that it's utterly, irrecuperably fatuous, dull and regressive. (Oh, all right, I quite liked saying fatuous.)

In a way I kind of like everything about it but the film itself. I totally understand Korine's itching to get back to a kind of freewheeling, on-the-fly, guerrilla filmmaking practice after the bureaucratic and logistical arthritis that seems to have attended the making of Mister Lonely. I loved that film -- and, if you go back to his interviews at the time that that movie came out, Korine was saying that he enjoyed the experience; it may have looked and felt too 'mainstream' to the besotted Harmony fanboys who constituted much of the audience at the BFI last weekend (though anyone who thinks Mister Lonely is a 'mainstream' film in any meaningful sense needs to clean themselves out thoroughly with carbolic acid), but it gave Korine's remarkable director's eye and visual sensibility enough room to get some serious stuff done. But, speaking out of the midst of a current experience of returning to CPT after a long spell of working with bigger venues and bigger budgets, I can recognize that it's kind of liberating and enjoyable to return to a much more down-and-dirty set-up and just get on with making the piece that's there to be made, whatever it may be that's interesting to you as an artist.

I also really liked the idea of him shooting it on video, to the extent that it really does look alarmingly (but brilliantly) like footage from an old VHS cassette from the early days of the camcorder revolution. There's a sentimentality to it which is common to all of Korine's work and which I feel is a vital component in his aesthetic. As it turns out, in practice, the whole video thing is actually interesting only very intermittently, and has all but exhausted itself inside ten minutes, but fine, it's one of those ideas, once you're committed to it you have to go all out, and that's not a fault.

I honestly have no objections on principle to any of the conceptual or aesthetic premises of Trash Humpers. I just think it's a terribly meagre film, vapid and fearful. The awful, bludgeoning sense of nullity that starts to arise from it within minutes is, I think, the product of the lack of a vital current. Korine is widely quoted (though I haven't yet tracked down the original source) as seeing the film as an "ode to vandalism" -- he said as much again in the post-screening Q&A at LFF -- which surely implies some kind of political dimension, even at a rudimentary level: this has to be a film in which we watch some people measure themselves against the strictures of public space and private ownership. Well, cool. Except no one apparently has custody from inside the film of the 'ode'-ness of the ode, so we are made to sit with an unbelievably inconsequential scenario in which we see instances of vandalism (some apparently reacting to the ready-made shooting environment, some presumably more confected) that convey nothing beyond their own banality. An 'ode' would surely help us to see, to come into at least some kind of relationship with, the sensation of vandalism: if not excitement, if not nihilistic rage, at least some sense of pressure and release, or remedial pleasure. But pleasure is itself derided in this film; a large part of its m.o. is bound up in its deep contempt for human desire. (In fact this is the deepest fraction of the film, and about the only thing that feels genuinely engaged about it.) The repetitious scenes of the elderly central characters (actually Korine's young cohorts in latex masks -- again, an only fleetingly intriguing conceit before the disadvantages start mounting) shagging refuse bins and fire hydrants under cover of brown darkness initially seem to promise some kind of commentary, albeit pretty stultified, on the distortion of sexual desire by commodity capitalism: but again, any sense of the oxygen of political context is quickly supplanted by the sustained apneic tedium of -- let's cut out the middle layer here -- Korine's absolute refusal to account for the existence of his film within its own operations, except in the coolest and most derelict conceptual terms.

There are moments of real degraded beauty, moments of style, moments that raise a smile. There is wilfully provocative stuff here too, which is at least worth talking about -- I'm thinking particularly of a backyard porch comedian spilling a neurotic stream of abortive racist and homophobic jokes, whose presence in the film is pointedly frightening, not least because there is absolutely nothing going on in the rest of the movie that in any way distances itself from his perspective. I don't mind not being reassured that the filmmakers reject the premises of his spiel; I do mind that I'm pretty sure they merely think he's funny and imagine that we might think so too. In other contexts, we might have another task than simply to laugh along (ironically or otherwise -- and let's be clear that there's ultimately no difference) with this evidently disturbed man. Here, though, it's happening as part of a pattern.

The pattern I mean is one in which one's analysis of what one's seeing is constantly adjusting downwards. The phrase that passes through one's head generally begins: "Maybe he's just..." -- as in, "Maybe he's just trying to film what he sees in his neighbourhood, maybe layering a political matrix on that would be disingenuous." Except, no; no filmmaker just "films what he sees", in the absence of any authorial or editorial agenda, and no neighbourhood exists that doesn't produce its own political matrix -- to attempt to exclude which is desperately dishonest and conservative. You could watch ten minutes of CCTV footage and see more instances of kindness and promise than in the whole of Trash Humpers: this film is, from beginning to end, grossly inflected by authorial anomie. But "maybe he's just trying to do a situationist comedy, like Jackass without the wit or the tenderness". In which case, I barely cracked a smile after the third minute. (The guy next to me found the scenes of the central figures smashing lighting tubes almost uncontainably funny, but his behaviour all night strongly suggested he was having a breakdown.) I found the rest of it sour, spiteful and absolutely defeated by its fear and hatred of the ugliness it was promulgating. But "maybe he's just doing something really experimental, and you have to give him credit for that." Well, as I say above, I'm not unimpressed that he would choose to follow Mister Lonely with something like this: but it's not original (Korine previously rejected the idea that his earlier films were influenced by Paul McCarthy, and I must admit I didn't spot it then; but for anyone who's seen, for example, McCarthy's Ma Bell or Bossy Burger, that rejection must in the light of Trash Humpers seem hollow and kind of desperate) and in terms of its mechanics it's absolutely aping the worst tendencies of the lowest-aiming mainstream. Its infantile, narrow, repetitive self-involvement, its lonely dependence on a charisma that it imagines it might be exuding, its tin ear for cadence and phrasing, and its cringing sentimentality in refusing to acknowledge anything beyond its own parameters...: I never thought I'd say it about Korine (though I guess the seeds were always there), but, ladies and gentlemen, the worst truth about Trash Humpers is that it's pure schmaltz.

What I find interesting about Korine here, in the light of this post, is that he's made a basic error of judgement with regard to scale. He's equated the smallness of the production operation, the budget, the scope of the thing, with a meagreness of aspiration. The film is cheap, reductive, and actually diminishing to watch. Its humanity is so much smaller than life-size as to be, ultimately, affronting, by every aesthetic and every political measure. And this makes clear what is perhaps only implicit in the earlier parts of the post: that this conversation about scale is (of course) about our own parameters; it's about our sense of, and response to, the lives that are, one way or another, beyond us. In this respect, the internal self-justifying logic of Trash Humpers is uncommonly like the delusional gibbering of Nick Griffin last week on Question Time (and, equally, his co-panellist Jack Straw, whose neck-deep involvement in the prosecution of our illegal war on Iraq shows him to be every bit as much a professional racist thug as Griffin ever was). It is constrained, engulfed, by a terrible fear of what comes next, and an equally terrible pantomime of self-denial in the face of that unknown quantity. If Trash Humpers is in any way indicative of where Korine actually wants to be right now, then a great artist is, perhaps temporarily, dead: and the loss is at once unbearable and, sadly, utterly negligible.

But let me say this, finally. Coming home on my own on the tube, still reeling from Trash Humpers and trying to extricate myself from the sense that it somehow proved the validity of its own purulent misanthropy, I found in my bag a copy of the next two days of everything, the script of a piece that a smith, Tim Crouch's co-director on The Author, has been doing this year in Oslo, where he's now based. It's not a big piece -- it moves gently between travel anecdotes and reflections on climate change, in a conversational and yet incredibly carefully structured way; it is beautifully modulated, and it is life-size, and it cheered me up. And then on Sunday evening, the day after the desolating disappointment of Trash Humpers, we went back to the BFI to see a programme of experimental shorts at LFF, which included a 15-minute film by the artist and musician Paul Abbott, called Wolf's Froth / Amongst Other Things. This was an unbelievably disjunctive, radically abstract piece, as impenetrable to "interpretation" as a Phill Niblock sound-block but every bit as confident in its ownership of the space and time that it took. Here was that incredibly rare experience of seeing something you've literally never seen anything like before. Its bravura experimentalism and productiveness instantly rendered totally illegitimate any suggestion that Trash Humpers is anything other than blandly self-satisfied, celibate, formulaic visual gruel for hard-hearted adolescents with a grudge against the world and a secret longing to be told that they're loved. Wolf's Froth too is life-size, in the way that I'm using that description here: but, more than that, it inhabits a life that I'm not yet living, and art has no more cogent purpose than that.

Meanwhile, for those of you who have been wondering...


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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Lean Upstream


To those readers who insist that blogs are essentially channels for self-promotion, what follows will be any amount of meat and drink. I know it's yucky but sometimes that's just the way it is. So, head down and off we go.

Next month, I'm going to do this:


It's a sort of mini-season, supported by Artsadmin and CPT, and stitched together mostly out of the things to which I was already committed at the point that the Arts Council declined to fund our proposed maxi-season. Notwithstanding the downscaling, it's quite a busy programme and it's already a bit frantic trying to pull stuff together.

The programme is an agreeable (for me at least) mix of old and new work. The old: two one-night stands with solos from the archive: Hippo World Guest Book for the opening night, and Yeah Boom!: A Christopher Knowles Reader the next night; and having another crack at the Ursonate of Kurt Schwitters on the Saturday of the first week must I suppose fall within the 'old' category: though Lord knows it seems to get newer every time I approach it. 

The major really-new item on the agenda ("really-new" = "we haven't even started making it yet") is a staged version (we're snootily calling it a 'performance lecture' but I suspect it will be a lot more ragged than that might imply) of my essay The Forest and the Field. New too, a reading of a Christopher Knowles text I've never attempted before -- The Network of Howard Betel -- which promises to be pretty hallucinogenic (in a good way). Also Jonny Liron will be performing a scratchy version of O Vienna, which has never been done before (as far as I know), as part of a mixed bill alongside readings by Caroline Bergvall and Marianne Morris, and sets by two brilliant solo musicians, Dominic Lash (with whom I did Four6 at Openned a few weeks back) and Tom James Scott, whose School & Rivers is beyond any shadow of a doubt my record of the year. Other guests in the season include Keston Sutherland and Lawrence Upton, who'll be joining Jonny and me for what promises to be a genuinely horrifying rendition of the Michael Basinski text that I posed video footage of here a few weeks ago; and Matt Trueman and Jen Mitas (of QMUL), with whom I'll be having post-show conversations after performances of Hippo World Guest Book and The Forest and the Field respectively. Conversations with which, obviously, you are invited to join in.

And then in the middle of all this, I'm going to be launching a book:




which I'm really excited about, though I'm beginning to doubt that it's ever going to actually physically emerge from the print-on-demand facility I'm using... -- so we face the somewhat jarring prospect of a book launch event (at Stoke Newington International Airport, on Bonfire Night) without books. (UPDATE: no, we don't face that jarring prospect, not any more: the launch event has been rescheduled for Wednesday 25th November, still at STK.)

Anyway, I'm not going to elaborate too much on any of this now, except to say that there is a season web site, with all the performance details & lots of further info, and via which you can buy season tickets (a v good idea -- £35 for the whole shebang), donate money (also a v good idea), and take advantage of a reduced price for pre-ordering the book (an excellent idea, if I may say so -- and comes with a binding promise that there will actually be a real, tangible book, sooner or later). Also there's a mixtape on the site where you can hear stuff by me and others. 

So! This season, eh? Please come to as much as you can -- it won't be any fun without you -- and bring friends -- spread the news -- come and be a part of it all. I think I can safely, if immodestly, say this of pretty much all the work in the season: nobody else does this stuff. That's why I do it. So if you don't come and see me do it, you don't get to see it being done: and that, honestly, would never do, because it's work that likes you.

End of infomercial. Hopefully, next time we meet in these pages, we'll be talking to each other about, y'know, the rest of the world. Lots to catch up on, and none of it involves you sitting in a room staring at my stupid loudly-talking face.



(Oh, p.s., the blog list in the sidebar has had another long-due update. Still needs weeding for the dead and the dormant, but there are some highly worthwhile new bits and pieces in there. I'm particularly excited right now about Steve Roden's blog, the new Zanzibar Beer blog, and something called Fafblog to which the heroic Malcolm Phillips alerted me only today. Enjoy!)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Re : wind

Rather a minor post, this, but (hopefully, marginally) better a little something than a tedious accumulation of nothings. Something more substantial, or at least more pressing, should go up in the next day or two.

Just a little video to share, which I came across during a burst of displacement tidying yesterday. I made it about five or six years ago, I think, and it was pretty much the first video I ever made from scratch -- on Windows Movie Maker, saints preserve us. It was by way of a sort of animated birthday card for my dear friend Rajni, whom many readers will know as a brilliant live artist and activist (and someone I interviewed for this blog a while back).

The visual element is, as you'll see, once it gets going, just a bunch of video tapes being rewound. (There's a bonus point for anyone who can identify all the sources. ...Actually there's one in there that I'm not absolutely sure of myself...) I don't now know why I thought a montage of rewinding video tapes was apt, but, having not seen the thing since I made it, I find I quite like it. For some reason the video capture seems to have been kind of jerky, but I quite like that too. (Actually the most distracting thing here is the level of pixellation necessary to get it to fit the 100MB size limit. The whole thing looks like a Michel Gondry Lego extravaganza.)

But really the impetus for posting this here and now can be located in the audio. I can't be sure of the exact dates but, near enough, pretty much exactly ten years ago today I was making the soundscore for The Consolations, which was the first devised piece I made as a director in London and, I sometimes think, my first truly professional show. (Not that professional, but...) For the soundtrack I taped all of the cast members doing various solo things -- speaking about themselves in character, reading Shakespeare, singing lullabies, etc. -- and these recordings were then threaded through the show, usually layered indecipherably, filtered beyond recognition and/or swathed in noise or music.

For this video I used some extracts from Rajni's improvised lullaby, looped and layered; and, chopped up and chucked around, her improvised monologue in the character of Anna, who was a verrrrr sexy bilingual French-English photographer. (No trace of the influence of Lepage in that mix, then.) In the show her character ended up getting all half-French sexy with a bisexual rock star called Cody, played by Theron Schmidt; the two of them ended up getting married in real life so who says theatre can't change the world?

The music is a similar mix of loops and fragments -- the base sample is, I think, from the Durufle Requiem, though what really works for me is the sound of the guqin being thrown around the stereo field and sounding weirdly bluesy against the super-sumptuous bed of voices and strings and church organ and, eventually, for some reason, jungle critters.

Anyway I'm not making any grand claims for this video -- I saw it again, and kind of liked it, and I thought I'd share it, not least as a way of marking in these pages the tenth anniversary of my first grown-up show as director.

p.s. There are a couple of little glimpses of low-resolution nudity in here so don't click if you're scared of seeing male genitalia as if rendered on a Commodore VIC-20.



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Saturday, September 26, 2009

The best point for reception

On Tuesday I received an email from Julia Lee Barclay, the London-based writer and director whose company Apocryphal Theatre, earlier in the year, presented a new piece, Besides You Lose Your Soul; or, The History of Western Civilisation, at Camden People's Theatre. I posted a short response to the piece in these pages and also wrote a review of it for Total Theatre magazine. One striking element of the piece -- which, like all Apocryphal's work, has at its core a highly disjunctive text which the performers negotiate afresh each night in a largely improvised encounter -- was its set: performers and audience shared a space which was littered with hundreds of books, many from the Western literary / philosophical tradition; at points both we and they turned to these books in a desperate search for 'answers' to the profound ethical questions posed by the unfolding piece itself.

More recently, in writing about Dylan Tighe's Medea/Medea at the Gate, I mentioned Apocryphal in passing in the following terms:


...All of us who work in theatre get asked the same question over and over: Why on earth would you work in such a medium? It turns out a lot of practitioners don't have an answer to that question, and so they embed it self-regardingly in their work. Even companies I really like and admire -- Apocryphal comes to mind -- fold into their work a kind of pre-emptive admittance of failure and absurdity. This is more or less what intellectual practice in theatre now means (part of the large shadow cast by Forced Ents): a kind of (supposedly) candid despair at the preposterousness of the theatrical response to the world around it. In terms of the experience of individual makers, there may be a certain honesty in the presentation of that despair; but in terms of the wider culture, it seems to me sort of unscrupulous in its insistence that no more than this can be done. There is something kind of tyrannical about its narcissistic pessimism. Every criticism made of it is already located somewhere in the piece or in the expectations of the people making it. When people behave like this, it looks a lot like childish sulking.


Julia's response this week to these remarks was the beginning of a brief but wide-ranging and ultimately (I thought) quite interesting exchange of emails, and I'm very grateful to her for agreeing to let me publish the correspondence here. Please remember that even the later emails were not written with such public airing at the front of our minds -- had we been consciously writing for an audience I dare say the breezy informal tone of the back-and-forth here would been somewhat moderated. (I have edited / corrected next to nothing in preparing the text for posting here.) Hopefully there's something useful in seeing this exchange unfold in its raw state.

It might go without saying -- but doesn't, I guess -- that further comments on any of the issues touched upon here will be very welcome.


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Hey Chris,

hope you're well. I'm in some weird post-PhD wandery phase... and was reading your blog and saw your comment about Apocryphal and failure, etc... and just wanted you to know that we don't, from our point of view, set out to fail (even if we do sometimes) and the goals are a 
lot larger than cynical moaning.  That we can't reach those goals a lot of the time is probably obvious and may in fact be inevitable but the goals are there and include reaching the 'reality grid' of the moment, which is a complex thing to do but can create a kind of music and a moment of re-seeing when it does happen, for us and anyone who happens to be there.  Like I said before, we don't do it all the time because it's casting out for the big fish, but it's not cynical.  If anything, as Karen Jurs-Munby says in her forthcoming article about us, amongst others, it's utopian...which of course makes me cringe (the idea of utopia) but it's not cynical anyway, and so I said sure, if that's what you see, go ahead and use the word... and as you see 
what you see in Apocryphal I don't expect you to change your POV based on what I've said, but I do want you to know 'failure' is not our motive or desire, even if it can happen, like a lot.

be well,
jx

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Hi J --

nice to hear you. Post-PhD! Imagine...

I need to re-read what I said in that piece but if I'm remembering it correctly then I don't think I was suggesting you (pl.) were setting out to fail. I wouldn't like you (pl.) at all if I thought that was what you were up to. What I think I was suggesting -- and you should feel free to reject this too! -- is that the systems you create allow for failure (and for a kind of self-consciousness in the moment that can arise as a sort of embarrassment or bathos -- "what the fuck are we doing?") in a way that, at the same time as it's generous and pragmatic, also minimises the harm that those moments of 'failure' or self-conscious lapse actually do to the activity of the work.

My experience of this is that (a) I'm not sure how else you can do what you do without it becoming colossally humourless and constrained, but (b) the effect of the provision for failure (etc.) in the operation of the work, the inscription of the lapse within it, has a kind of pre-emptive effect wherein a lot of the discriminations that we habitually make as audience members are neutralised. So at the most basic level (which is not where most of it happens, obviously!), we go "well that bit didn't work" and you (pl.) go "yeah no it didn't did it?". Which is great in one way, but in another way it's a technology of diminution and risk-aversion. (The same paradoxical risk-aversion that characterises the whole idea of Scratch performance, or a related species of it.)

I don't think it's cynical (though I can imagine I might have used that word in relation to some of the other people I was thinking about) and I certainly don't think it's moaning, nor do I remember saying that; I think actually it's the opposite, but that that too could be seen as the misapplication of a virtue, as it were. It's similar -- not the same -- to what seems to have happened to the idea of sincerity over the past decade. When I was starting out, I was desperate for a theatre that was driven by sincerity, because the prevailing models in British experimental theatre --  which basically meant Forced Entertainment and their progeny -- were so mired in (not, I think, cynicism but) a kind of stultified irony, where you couldn't just "do" beautiful or lyrical or ambitious, it located those qualities in disguise inside carefully pitched performances of failure and mediocrity (which actually weren't those things), and I felt like I wanted to open a window and that sincerity was a good name for the air I wanted to rush in to that self-denying territory. But we're now on the far side of a decade in which sincerity has been (ab)used as an ethical indicator in the most atrocious of circumstances -- that we were to first of all trust and then afterwards forgive Bush and Blair because their belief in the invasion of Iraq, the existence of WMD etc, had been 'sincere'. And now I see that sincerity vs irony -- as I narrated it in my own mind -- was not simply a question of tone but a question of structure, much closer to indicativity vs subjunctivity, a question about how theatre uses fiction and what else it might use instead.

But now I'm wandering too. But perhaps what I'm talking about in relation to your work is -- to borrow your language -- the cringe that goes along with the idea of utopia, and how strongly you signal that cringe, and how that undercuts a really important challenge to us -- all of us -- to not cringe, to be able to imagine the social function and ethical applications of Apocryphal's models straight up without any pre-embedded recognition of the pitfalls of pretentiousness or preposterousness. But perhaps that would be a kind of dishonesty.

It occurs to me as I write this that what I'm objecting to is part of the courtesy of this kind of exchange. "But now I'm wandering too." That's the eye that Apocryphal's work seems to keep trained on itself and perhaps it has to but I guess sometimes I wish it didn't, that's all.

saluti!
Ch.x


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Hey Chris, 

thanks for this and yes I think there is something in what you say but in the blog post (in which you were refering to Medea/Medea) you lumped us in with the 'moaners' and 'sulkers' in a sense so this level of precision was not there, and so I felt the need to respond.  I will check out the 'politeness' factor tho as that is possibly a real problem.  I think my aversion to utopia, well actually a confusion about it (as manifest in text of Besides... - you may or may not remember - it's one short section so can completely understand if passed by without you taking note) is that it can be used to set up a 'we're not there yet' aspiration that can be used to de-value what is happening at any moment.  On the other hand, as said in besides, it can signal a new place to go, somewhere better... so it's complex I think.

My artistic history includes working for some time with someone who was hell-bent on 'getting somewhere' and had very little sense of humor about it... so [...] I therefore have an aversion to humorless explorations, hence perhaps an over-reliance on a certain self-deprecation; but I also think that is part of the reality... Don't know if I'm making sense here but it seems important.

I am not, nor ever have been a fan of easy irony which I think is rampant nor, being an American, am I a fan of 'sincerity' as a virtue as that has been abused for years (way before Bush & Blair) so where does that leave us?  Exactly... and that is the place I try to inhabit, this impossible middle ground between the two.  Maybe this is just stupid, sometimes I think it is. But the fact is, I don't feel I have any other option, I can't seem to blinker myself to one reality or the other and so find myself in the 'both-and' school a lot.  I wish at times it was simpler, I wish that a lot.  Maybe I will eventually find a way to simplify this exploration so it seems less explicitly self-conscious (which seems to be your issue with it at core), but what is most important to me, regardless, is that the work be true to where I am and where whomever I am working with are and embrace this multiplicity - which, as we have talked about before - can create at times a somewhat disturbing cacophany.  I think if anything, this is where my idealism lies, and overtly so, in trusting multiple voices, ways of going, etc. and allowing for those conflicts even if they are messy.  However, if there is some allowing us 'out' of the traps as you say and making it somehow easier on us and the audience in a bad way, then that is something to absorb as interesting and useful criticism.  Not sure what to do about it precisely but will mull.

Anyway, hope this is useful in return and that you yourself are well and happy,

Julia x


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[Dear J:]

OK, thanks for that.
 
Well, hm, the word 'moan' doesn't occur at all and the reference to sulkiness is an attempt to indicate a parallel use of the same pre-emptive technology: I think it's pretty clear that I'm not calling Apocryphal, to whom I refer only in passing, "sulkers". But I appreciate the post is a bit imprecise in what exactly it's saying about whom. That's the downside of the quick and dirty blog mode I guess.
 
Reading this last reply and your sense of "what else can I do?" very helpfully brings back to mind my sense, which I remarked on in my Total Theatre review of Besides..., of the piece -- and Apocryphal's work more generally, perhaps (only perhaps) -- being "low on desire". It's like that moment in Sondheim's Company where one of the friends of the central guy implores him: "Want something! Want something!" I can totally understand your sense of being held in a not-quite-dialectical tension between being here vs. getting there: and maybe frustration (strictly speaking) is a valid and valuable experience to have -- but in a sense it's here that the sense of diminution resides because in the absence of a maybe corny or self-indulgent sense of your (pl.) desire I lose the ability to participate intimately, which is to say meaningfully. (Which is why our searching for passages in among the books feels like a game rather than a task.) In other words, until I understand what you want (period) I can't know what you want from me, from my presence in the room. Or else I'm incredibly indistinct there: I may love the aesthetic of your multiplicity, but your cacophony literally crowds me out, crowds out even my ability to bear witness to these laminar dissonances except in the most superfluous ways.
 
I'm every bit as much a fan as you are of recognizing the vortical complexity of the questions you're engaging with and the social and cultural fields you're attending to -- but I do think (and I think you think) that complexity is worth analysing, that it's the beginning of the conversation, not (or not only) the end. (*shrug* "It's complex.") And self-consciousness of course has to be the platform from which that analysis is essayed; and humour is a good tool to have there -- I'm not arguing against any of that. I don't know, I mean I really don't know, how much that self-consciousness has to be signalled in order for an audience to be contacted as part of that analytical process. But where it comes to occlude a sense of motion, we end up with a rejection of what I take to be a basic ethical (and political) responsibility, to move through and beyond liminality, even if that movement never resolves into arrival.
 
Btw I'm sure you can't actually mean "nor, being an American, am I a fan of sincerity as a virtue..." -- If being an American made you immune to that pecadillo neither of us would have heard of Kevin Costner, innit.
 
I'd have wished we were having this conversation in the comments field on the blog, where it might have been a useful corrective to my carelessness, but of course it's your prerogative to respond back-channel and I'm grateful for the chance to amplify and clarify.
 
Let me know when K J-M's article hits the newsstands, would you? I'm very interested to see it.
 
bests as ever

Chris
x


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Hey Chris,

thanks for responding so thoughtfully and passionately, it means a lot to me that you care enough to do so.  What I meant by 'being an American' is - and should have been more precise - 'being an American who finds the whole American tendency towards sentimentality (which parades as sincerity) loathsome...etc...see in re: Tears of Manipulation (Terms of Endearment) etc...'

And as for the 'desire' thing, I had wanted to respond to that back when with disagreement, because the desire is linked into the books and the searching therein.  As to 'what do I want' as Chaikin said beautifully in The Presence of the Actor, the question which is more important than 'what do I want' is 'what makes me want what I want'...and from this question onward, confronted in 1983, have I gone forward.  I do agree and know in my deepest soul, yes there are aspects of the 'what do I want' bit that I can avoid or seem to avoid, but I also know that a deep part of 'what I want' has to do with this allowance of multiplicity and the searching in the books, for me anyway, is not just a game and definitely not without desire.  If that is how it appears, then I suppose it does, and therefore there is something I am not communicating well enough, which is obvious from what you are saying... - However, my friend and colleague Kelina Gotman (who interviewed me on ResonanceFM, which you can probably track down if you want), said what she liked the most about Besides..., and what speaks profoundly to the ethics idea, is the fact that in allowing so many ways in which to view and experience it, it is profoundly non-violent and that, when she said it, made me cry with happiness because if there is anything I have been seeking in the world, it is a way to live in a real way that is non-violent. Not in avoidance but neither imposing on others a POV, allowing real moments of becoming to become possible as it were...or as Cage says "theatre is continually becoming that it is becoming; each human being is at the best point for reception."

I did this 'back-channel' again because I didn't want to seem like I was calling you out in any way but maybe too because I'm a bit wimpy, not sure which in all honesty, a mixture of both most probably...however, if any of it is of interest to the 'blogosphere' you can feel free to excerpt and put in, don't understand the ethics of blogging, etc. so apologies if I am botching this horribly.

Most important to me is our communication anyway, as I think you are one of the very few people in this city who cares about Apocryphal's work, so I take your ideas quite seriously, as I know they are coming from a good place not a destructive one.

be well,
jx

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O, J, I love talking with you about this stuff! & I hope we're having this conversation (at this point) as two artists -- having the blog, and occasionally doing the Total Theatre pieces, can I know make me look like a critic -- like all this is "critique"...
 
Yeah, that's very interesting -- the Chaikin thing -- I had better read that book! I know that's basically right -- in my case it's locked in me not from him but from the (predominantly Marxist) poets I've hung out with and worked alongside. I just think it gets passed over -- I mean I still think the statement is worth making before it gets dismantled -- because the absence is heavy: and it's in that absence that I look at the searching in the books. It's the answer that's (possibly) in the books somewhere, being scrabbled for; but can the question itself be stated in terms of desire? Could we not stand up and say it out loud somehow, even a bit? Because the lack of that testimony, the denial of a POV (which actually I think is as much an impossibility and an evasion as Brook's wretched and obnoxious "empty space"), can make it look as if theatre's what we do instead of getting our hands dirty: whereas you and I know it's actually where (we believe) the real dirt is. And that we want to make politically engaged theatre in the first place suggests that there are ways of wanting that are not wholly subsumed by the baleful mechanics of capital.
 
I can understand what a relief it is to hear somebody talk about the non-violence in the work. In an interview a few weeks ago I was asked what the most urgent task now facing theatre makers was and that precisely was my answer, pure and simple (though of course neither): the exemplary practice of non-violence, without which effort, none of this work is worth doing. And I recognize the sense of non-violence in the aesthetic and tone of the spaces that you create with Apocryphal, especially in Besides... Without wishing to detract in any way from that, let me say that what ultimately worries me is that theatre work that depends on liminality for its ethical vigour might in the end fail to distance itself sufficiently and, as it were, categorically from the systematic violence of a wider culture that precisely depends on the terms and conditions of liminoid multiplicity for its sustenance. This is not I think a situation that applied until the mid/late 80s and neither Cage nor Chaikin really had to confront it. Not that I disagree with the substance of either of the things you quote. But the whole meaning of cultural dissidence has changed and my fear is that a concertedly liminal theatre, far from eschewing that larger violence, is condemned to re-enact it, but endlessly defers the harm in it -- and therefore the responsibility for that harm. -- Though I should hurriedly say that I don't think your work with Apocryphal is, actually, concertedly liminal. I'm currently rethinking a lot of my ideas around liminality and postliminality in the light of Bourriaud's propositions around altermodernism and I suspect in many ways Apocryphal looks in that context like the ideal ground -- in ways that recall exactly the process you (via Cage) describe. (I wonder if you saw my piece in Total Theatre about queer theatre, titled [after Martha Graham] 'Endless Becoming'?)
 
I wonder if the word that needs most unpacking in all of this is "imposing", as in "imposing on others a POV". What, I wonder, is the nature of that imposition? What is the difference between imposing and, for example, expressing or articulating? In a theatre structure in which the power differentials are as minimised as possible, how could I as an artist "impose" on you as a spectator a point of view? In saying what I think, or what I think I think, am I inevitably imposing? Or is it the POV in itself that is to be distrusted, rather than the imposition of it on others? Does POV sound indivisibly single and stable? I guess so. Does the whole of Besides... not add up in itself to a POV, or at best a series of POVs?
 
I don't know, I'm just thinkin' aloud!
 
I have to run to an appointment now but happy to keep talking later if you like -- and perhaps we might think about putting a version of this correspondence on my blog, if you think you wouldn't mind? I really think it could be useful.
 
Drat -- late now -- sorry!
 
Cx


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[Hey Chris:]

I like you love this conversation!  It is important and as I was prepping my book for The Jesus Guy rehearsal tonight (oh, yeah, Him again?!), I came across this poem which someone gave me as I was writing No One, which was written as you know a month after 9/11 and which event brought about the current way I do theatre in part as a response to a personal desire to 'disinvest from the patriarchy on a molecular level' (which phrase came to me after re-reading Gandhi as I had found myself a month after 9/11 yelling at someone about non-violence - in defense of it! - and realized, shit, I am doing something wrong here...what is up wit that...what's up with me, etc...)

Anyway, this poem feels right again, a reminder of what you are saying and the core emotional base of what I do - and it is emotional and full of desire, believe me, even if it doesn't appear that way on the surface... what you say near the end of your post about POV does capture some of what I am getting at, and yet yes I am very aware of what you mean by liminality as the last resort of post (sic?) late-capitalist scoundrels, etc...but that doesn't mean I am going to go all Zizek and get sentimental about Stalin or Lenin or whatever (OK that's an incredible reduction of him, I know, I know, but still...)

And then, basta, and here is this poem which somehow seems to get to something (though completely - kind of refreshingly - without theory):


The Invitation

 
It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.

I want to know what you ache for,

and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.

It doesn’t interest me how old you are.

I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love,

for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon.

I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow,

if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or

have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!

I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own,

without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy, mine and your own;

if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you

to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful,

to be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn’t interest me if the story you’re telling me is true.

I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself,

if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul.

I want to know if you can see beauty even when it is not pretty every day,

and if you can source your life from God’s presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine,

and still stand on the edge of a lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes!”

It doesn’t interest me to know where you live or how much money you have.

I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair,

weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done for the children.

It doesn’t interest me who you are, how you came to be here.

I want to know if you will stand in the center of the Fire with me and not shrink back.

It doesn’t interest me where or with whom you have studied.

I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone with yourself,

and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.

 

Oriah Mountain Dreamer, Indian Elder *



something like that??
xx

p.s. yes, feel free to put version of correspondence on the blog (only the High Points...!...you know the parts where we both sparkle with insouciant brilliance, effortlessly of course, etc...yes, that is a joke)


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Hey J:
 
Well it's fascinating and kind of ironic that we arrive at 'The Invitation', which I know only because, as you may know, she [Oriah Mountain Dreamer] later expanded it into a fully-fledged self-help book, which I bought when I was at a particularly low ebb about ten years ago. One such book among many from those times -- and so we fade out on a flashback of me desperately searching for answers in an array of books scattered over the floor... which is more or less where we came in...
 
I feel like I might have inadvertently caused you to imagine that I wanted you to prove to me that you're an emotionally sentient being, which is not at all what I was challenging! I know you're someone who feels stuff very deeply and for whom the tracing of the intellectual and philosophical trajectories of those emotional responses is no more or less than part and parcel of the task of feeling as an artist, i.e. in a civic context. So it's not, like at all, that the intellectual acuity of your work makes me suspicious -- on the contrary I find it incredibly stimulating and generous.
 
I suppose what I was initially expressing in talking about what I take to be a kind of self-consciousness within your work about the possible (let alone the traceable) efficacy of the work, was an anxiety about the possibility of a self-perpetuating impulse away from a kind of cultural and political saliency that I, contrarily, and perhaps much less realistically, nonetheless feel we can only attain if we lay ourselves open to it. I think actually the only real difference between us on these questions is that you distrust closure -- you more precisely recognize your take on things in the process of holding us (lovingly and unviolently) in a place of not-knowing; of not pretending to arrive at answers when it's always actually more complicated than that, when the instability and flux of the spaces you create have the ring of truth about them. Contrarily, I think I want to posit an answer, or arrive at some kind of landing stage, even if that's just a stage from which the next set of questions is announced. Even if I know that the answer is partial, or compromised, or an attempt to occlude for a few moments some of the complexity that continues to obtain. It's the movement from liminal to post-liminal (or incorporative); it's how we claim, albeit spuriously, some palpable consequence for our art.
 
"Theatre can't change the world," says Michael Billington about My Name Is Rachel Corrie -- and the theatre where it's playing stick the quote up on a board outside. I've never understood what he means. My response to it has always been two-fold. For one thing, theatre changes my world, and the world of the people who are moved by my work, however few in number they may be. But more importantly: not all the results are in yet. That, too, is the truth, just as much as there's a working fidelity in your reluctance to prematurely close down the conversation and by doing so risk bearing false witness. And 'risk' I think is the right word: we're talking about two species of risk. Do we risk being wrong; do we risk being right? (Do we risk 'right' and 'wrong' in the first place?) Do we dare to tell the truth about not knowing; or do we stand up in a public place and dare to suggest that, right there in the middle of the theatre, there in the place we go to in order to think these things through, we might be on to something?
 
I think I'm going to post all this now; it's been great talking with you.
 
much love as ever
Chris


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Yes, and if you want a final word from me, it is this:

Good question.

love you back,
jx


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* Googling 'Oriah Mountain Dreamer' for this post, it turns out she's dropped the "Mountain Dreamer" bit of late, and certainly isn't (and never was) an "Indian elder" -- actually she looks a bit like the young Joni Mitchell and is married to a bloke called Jeff.

Friday, September 25, 2009

And the things you can't remember tell the things you can't forget...


Well now, my lovely chickadees, I'm very much afraid this is going to be one of those slightly lame "What I did on my holidays" posts that for some reason I feel compelled to offer after any lengthy break in transmission, lest you should think I've spent the last month languishing in a hopeless K-hole lavishly surrounded by toothless catamites and gameshow hosts and a bevvy of fascinated hens that I accidentally ordered off the internet.

When last we met I was gearing up for Glass House at Deloitte Ignite: and I freely confess to being chuffed aux mintballes at how it all turned out in the end. Making it, in the day-to-day producery sense of working with the Royal Opera House to get it to happen at all, was, if not the worst experience I've ever had as a professional artist, then certainly in the top two. Everyone we dealt with was more than friendly and receptive in person, but actually getting things to happen, and even keeping track of the conversations around getting those things to happen, was like having a long inebriated dream of using a rubber pencil to fill out the necessary forms for planning permission to build a candy-cane cathedral in cuckooland. Even at these few weeks' distance I can hardly believe that it was as bizarre as I'm saying, but it really was, I promise. I'm sure if you direct there -- like, opera -- with their accustomed four-year lead times and such, the ROH may perhaps be a model of efficiency and supportiveness. If, on the other hand, you're a smallscale experimental theatre maker trying to get an installation up together, the experience is kind of like trying to explain the rules of croquet to Helen Keller from inside a chest freezer. Whilst wearing oven mitts. -- And before you chalk this up to me being my usual difficult and paranoid self, please ask around for reports from the other participating artists -- I'm pretty sure you'll find it wasn't just me this time. (I particularly liked / boggled at the story I heard of a lighting designer with another of the companies who had to break into the building early on the morning of the first performance because they hadn't been allocated any tech time...)

Nonetheless -- and I'd anyway better not lay it on too thick as they still owe me a bit of money -- the end result was amazingly pleasing, and not for the first time I was immensely grateful to have a team around me who were so on it that we were far less vulnerable to the vagaries of in-house weirdness than we'd otherwise have been. Arriving ten minutes before the opening of the first performance (that was all the get-in time we had), I hadn't at that point seen the set and lights all up-together, & nor had the performers -- so it's astonishing that it all fell in to place: but it did. A quick Cliff's Notes for those who haven't been following: the piece, which ran three hours each day, placed four male performers from different artistic and cultural backgrounds each in a kind of dressing room, with the following: a dressing table and mirrors; a rail of female garments borrowed from the ROH dead costumes store in Aberdare; someone to help them in and out of those costumes; and several sets of headphones transmitting an interview with that performer (about performance, 'cross-dressing' etc.) intercut with music of the performer's choice. Audiences could wander in and out of the rooms: some got round all four in ten minutes and then skidaddled; many more stayed for longer periods, including a few who lasted close to the whole three hours.

On the Sunday I wandered around with a video camera and I've made the little video below which captures some little glimpses of what happened -- as with all documentation you barely get an idea of what it all actually felt like but it's better than nothing.

Before you click on 'play': please note that this video contains Jonny Liron, and, consequently, nudity.


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My fondest love and grateful thanks to Andrew O., Andrew R., Anna, Gerard, Harold, Jonny, Lucy C., Lucy E., Naomi and Sebastien, who were all awesome in their respective roles and a true, sanity-preserving pleasure to work with.

Thankfully, Jonny and I went straight from the second day of Glass House to a week away in the countryside of southwest Wales: here, to be precise: where we spent an amazing week poaching eggs, walking in the woods, playing with the dog (not me so much), swimming naked in the lake (not me either), working in the studio, throwing ourselves a memorable little party and generally breathing the big air and doing the big love; it wasn't the easiest thing in the world to come back. To Eeva, Andy, Angus and Meriel, should they see this: thank you so much, & we'll see you again soon, I'm certain. (Not least as we started hatching ideas for a new piece which we're hoping to start developing next year for the spring of 2011, and which cries out to be made in such radically unmetropolitan surroundings.)


By the lake at Pen Pynfarch
-- a still from home video


The week of our return was a momentous and, in the end, dreary one: I was knocked back by the Arts Council, to whom I'd applied for funding for a big project for this November. Some remnants of it will survive -- for which, keep an eye on the upcoming gigs list opposite -- but it's a shame not to be able to think (or, rather, make) a bit bigger, and kind of dispiriting to find that Hey Mathew was not, after all, the beginning of a more productive relationship with ACE. As usual the rejection letter indicates how steep the odds are -- only about a third of applications to Grants for the Arts are currently successful; but my record is now (if I'm counting correctly) one yes and eight no's over the past twelve years, which seems to suggest that my work is of way below average interest to them. I know, I know it's more complicated than that, and things are possibly tricker just now than they've ever been; well, it will be interesting to see what impact the imminent overhauling of GforA will have. In the meantime, much of the work I'm showing this autumn will be at my own expense, which is the kind of thing you do in your early twenties in the hope that, once you've been producing consistently OK work for ten or fifteen years, you won't have to do any more. C'est pour rire, innit.

Then last weekend it was back to Wales, briefly, en route to the wedding of my dear pals Emma and Fin: the perfect antidote to ACE miseries as it was, inevitably, a kind of mini-gathering of leftfield theatre clans, many of whom are also my closest friends: and everyone was beautiful and full of love and it was one of those occasions where you look around and think, wow, look at us all. Look what we did. Look who we are. The wedding was here, which, um, helped; at the groom's behest I sang a couple of songs, including what I think must be just about the most beautiful song ever written (and among the most resilient, it turns out) in duet with Jamie Wood on saw; my best man's speech hit its intended spot, partly by ripping off a lovely piece I once saw a smith do (though I did at least credit him), and despite being (only somewhat explicably) framed as a letter to the wholly unrelated Lawrence Upton; I danced like a loon; and Tom sang 'The Book of Love' (heartburstingly), and Theron read Rilke (beautifully), and Tassos turned up with the security tag still attached to his suit, and it was us, all of us, happy and hopeful and basking in the warm sunshine and the glow of each other's company.



Rare sighting of the Controlling Thompson at the pianoforte, with Jamie.
Piano by Bechstein; saw by Homebase.


Funnily enough, or perhaps not quite, I ran into a[ndy] smith just 48 hours later, at a dress rehearsal of The Author, Tim Crouch's new piece, on which he again collaborates together with Karl James. I like Andy a lot and I miss him now that he's in Oslo. The Author, which is now previewing at the Royal Court, is, I think, a really remarkable piece; the three of them are wonderful makers, joysomely intelligent and emotionally generous: and together their work just keeps getting braver and more progressive and more complicatedly beautiful. I'll say more in a while, as I'm hoping to be able to interview Tim and Andy for this blog next month. For the moment, I don't imagine there are very many tickets still available for The Author -- and there certainly won't be once the reviews start coming out, I'm sure -- so I'd warmly recommend booking.

This week's other cultural highlight for me was today's visit to the artist Ryan McGinley's first London solo show, Moonmilk, at Alison Jacques. McGinley's a photographer in his early thirties, whom I've been interested in for a few years now; even if you're not such a devotee you may know one instance of his work -- the gorgeous (and somewhat notorious) cover of Sigur Ros's album Með suð í eyrum við spilum endalaust -- but whether you know him or not I'd really urge you to get along to the gallery before October 8th. (If you're a long way from London -- hey, come visit!, you can sleep on my couch -- or, the whole Moonmilk series seems to be on McGinley's website and there's also a natty limited edition catalogue which I've just ordered.)

A crude but perhaps efficient description of this work might be to cause you somehow (only I don't know how) to imagine a conflation of Ed Templeton and Bill Viola. Moonmilk places however-many nice-looking, vaguely androgynous, undressed young people mostly in and around big caves, or in other natural surroundings. The natural world is tinted and saturated; the bodies glow or seem to insist on their own spectral absence. There is a slightly sentimental numinousness to these images, which has often to do with scale -- either the size of the naked figure within the picture, or the physical dimensions of the picture itself (though many of the pieces shown at Alison Jacques are surprisingly, and in some cases disappointingly, small -- presumably intending concertedly to counter the sense of secondhand sublime). But it's not a cheap or a dishonest sentimentality, it seems to me, but a genuine tenderness, arising out of a quite radical encounter between body and environment. He speaks to a question that's very much on my mind at the moment, about how queerness might be read away from the city. Only the equally talented, though somewhat lesser known, Aspen Michael Taylor seems to be dedicatedly pursuing a similar aesthetic, though without the sumptuous, occasionally slightly queasy, highly fictionalised palette that McGinley's got into here.



Ryan McGinley, 'Marcel (Hidden Reflection)'
from Moonmilk


Anyway, Moonmilk is one of the loveliest, most nakedly (no pun) ravishing art shows I've seen in a lifetime: startling, sensual, and, if you listen carefully, kind of challenging.

The other big visual pleasure of the week is a book that's been out a few months but I've only just stumbled across it: a hefty, and heavily seductive, volume edited by musicologist and composer Theresa Sauer, called Notations 21. The book comprises a wide assortment of experimental musical scores, located at various different points along the music / visual art axis, and exploring a lot of different concerns around notation and graphic authorship; Cage, Stockhausen, Earle Brown are here, and key new music figures whose notational practice might not always be considered by their listeners: Robert Ashley, Pauline Oliveros, Phill Niblock, Elliott Sharp, John Tchicai, Barry Guy, Stephen Vitiello, and Steve Roden, for example. (Also Jonathan Zorn, who turns out not to be John Zorn. What are the odds.) The book is stand-up-and-cheer exciting, and cherishable, and more than welcome; my only cavil would be that, I suppose necessarily, some of the reproductions are at a scale where they can only really be appreciated as visual works rather than actually used to perform from -- the fine detail, inevitably, becomes vanishingly small. This is kind of frustrating -- as a resource, the book holds a lot of important information just out of reach. But it's still the year's most exciting coffeetable book and seems to me to do for notated music what The Reality Street Book of Sonnets does for the old eight'n'six.



Stephen Vitiello, 'First Horizontal'
from the book Notations 21 (Mark Batty Publisher)


And a quick snapshot of the other newly-acquired books that are piling up around me, in case anyone's interested in what I read (or, just as likely, never quite get around to reading): Nicholas Bourriaud, Altermodern; Allen Fisher, Leans; Frederic Jameson, The Cultural Turn: Selected Writings on the Postmodern 1983-1998; Joe Kelleher, Theatre & Politics; Michael Palin, Halfway to Hollywood: Diaries 1980-88; Simon Whitehead, Walking to Work. Worth also making a fuss about another brilliant essay by Dave Beech for Art Monthly: the September issue has his piece 'Inside Out', on "the fall of public art" -- it's every bit as good as his previous articles on participation and on radical critical art. And I'll be drooling abundantly down my chin and into my bran flakes until my copy of Keston Sutherland's newly disgorged Stress Position arrives in the mail from the Barque Cave. (This video rendition of some of it kills the time -- literally -- but only serves to stimulate further the salivatory incontinence.)

A few other incomings worth your anticipation, all coincidentally lined up along the South Bank: Werner Herzog is to be found in interview at the RFH on Saturday October 3rd: at the time of writing, some seats are still available; the same venue's Schnittke festival in the second half of November omits almost all my personal favourites but I'll be hoping to get along to a toothsome pairing of the Cello Concerto no. 2 with Haydn's Seven Last Words on the 28th; a crashingly dull programme for this year's London Film Festival nonetheless contains an interesting looking experimental collation under the deadbeat title Whirl of Confusion, which includes 'Film for Invisible Ink Case No. 142: Abbreviation for Dead Winter (Diminished by 1,794)' by the brilliant David Gatten -- that's on October 25th; and Tate Modern -- where they're currently installing the new Turbine Hall piece by one of my absolute favourite contemporary artists, Miroslaw Balka (though the Turbine Hall has so far defeated almost everyone who's taken it on; those who are, or think themselves, equal to it tend to be producing banal work anyway) -- has John Baldessari in conversation on October 8th.



David Gatten, 'Film for Invisible Ink Case No. 142: Abbreviation for Dead Winter (Diminished by 1,794)'


Elsewhere on the web: Pink Neptune [click with care -- nudity etc] est mort (again), which is a real shame -- it's long been the best of the picture blogs in my bookmark list; those whose appetite for queer-ish photography has been piqued by the discussion of McGinley above may enjoy a visit to the web site of Paris-based Norwegian photographer Markus Bollingmo, and/or his awesome (but even NSFW-er) blog; and I've been enjoying discovering the work of the Polish artist and composer Wojciech Kosma, who has a show at Image Music Text currently -- his 'Songbook' of performance scores is here and you can see videos of some performances from those scores at his web site here: including three pieces performed (last weekend, in my regretful absence) by Jonny -- "Wait" [#10], "Pieces for pulse" [#8], and "Count down, cum on one" [#2]. (This last, as you'd presumably expect, "contains adult material", though given the annoying camerawork and horrible lighting, it's probably not the most erotic wank you'll ever watch online...)

What else? There's a really great blog, to which both Ron Silliman and Harry Gilonis have recently drawn attention, featuring re-versions by various artists of the famous 'black page' in Sterne's Tristram Shandy; the trailer for Harmony Korine's new film Trash Humpers is fucking terrifying -- and, oh, wait, it turns out it's in the programme for the LFF -- I must have missed that -- I should probably go back and moderate my earlier disdainful remarks... -- nah, where's the fun in that?; and, from our Who Spiked My Chocolate Milk? department, it looks like I'm a character in the new Ridiculusmus show, Goodbye Princess...

I'll mention finally that, what with all this lovely time off that the Arts Council has so kindly arranged for me, I'm going to be catching up with some new music over the next couple of weeks, by way of early preparation for this year's Furtive 50. It's not yet October and already I have 259 albums on the longlist -- without any particular exertion on my part -- so I'm looking forward to deepening my acquaintance with all those records in the weeks between now and Christmas. As ever, if there's anything you think I ought to be listening to and fear I might have missed, do please draw my attention to it.

I'll be back here almost straight away to post an interesting conversation I've been having back-channel and which I have permission now to share with y'all. After that, who knows. Will I ever write that promised post on the Young Poets? Or the piece on Mark Ravenhill and Lucio Fontana that I trailed way back in 1956, when every Thompson's post was made out of punch-cards, string and acacia honey? No doubt time -- should it ever stop cramming its filthy gob with cormorants -- will tell; and it's time, time, time that you love...

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Glass House

There's a post stuck in development hell at the moment -- I'm half way through making some airy pronouncements about certain currents in upstream poetry: so nobody, or almost nobody, is going to be holding their breath; nonetheless I'm hoping to get that finished at the weekend, before it turns into a thing.

Meanwhile, may I draw your attention to some upcomings, near and far (in time; both quite near in space, unless you live somewhere I don't).

Next weekend my performance/installation piece Glass House is at the Royal Opera House Covent Garden as part of Deloitte Ignite '09, a mini-fest -- not that mini, actually -- of contemporary performance and live art, curated by Time Out magazine broadly around the theme of 'mirrors'. The piece runs continuously from 1.30 to 4.30 in the Clore Studio, and you can spend all afternoon with us or pop your head round the door for two minutes, it's totally up to you. (Hm, I made that sound more binary than it is. Those were just the two ends of the axis. OK?) The oh-so-high concept is a simple one: four male performers, each in a separate dressing room, with a couple of mirrors and a bunch of female-designated costumes from the Royal Opera House store. The performers are a fairly diverse quartet in terms of age, cultural background and artistic practice, and I'm genuinely fascinated to see what happens -- as I think are they -- when they have this stretch of time simply to work / play with the costumes they've picked out. Full details are opposite: importantly, admission is free but you do need to book a ticket.

So that's next weekend; and then there's a stretch of time where things are currently a bit uncertain -- we find out in a couple of weeks whether we're going to be (a) very busy, or (b) very not, all through October and November... And then towards the end of November there's my bit of this: